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September 30, 2005

Before the Flood


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Before the Flood
By W.S. Merwin

Why did he promise me
that we would build ourselves
an ark all by ourselves
out in back of the house
on New York Avenue
in Union City New Jersey
to the singing of the streetcars
after the story
of Noah whom nobody
believed about the waters
that would rise over everything
when I told my father
I wanted us to build
an ark of our own there
in the back yard under
the kitchen could we do that
he told me that we could
I want to I said and will we
he promised me that we would
why did he promise that
I wanted us to start then
nobody will believe us
I said that we are building
an ark because the rains
are coming and that was true
nobody ever believed
we would build an ark there
nobody would believe
that the waters were coming

In Time


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In Time

By W.S. Merwin
From The Pupil

The night the world was going to end
when we heard those explosions not far away
and the loudspeakers telling us
about the vast fires on the backwater
consuming undisclosed remnants
and warning us over and over
to stay indoors and make no signals
you stood at the open window
the light of one candle back in the room
we put on high boots to be ready
for wherever me might have to go
and we got out the oysters and sat
at the small table feeding them
to each other first with the fork
then from our mouths to each other
until there were none and we stood up
and started to dance without music
slowly we danced around and around
in circles and after a while we hummed
when the world was about to end
all those years all those nights ago

September 29, 2005

If You Lose Your Sails, Row

Poppadoupolis6401

From Hurricane Katrina- Mississippi Response:

My father lost his small shipyard in the Hurricane of 1947, before storms were named. One day he had a bustling shipyard, the next day he had beach. Back then, people said that the '47 was the worst storm ever. One of his employees, Mr. Poppadoupolis, lost the boat he fished from (my father's), but saved his net. He said he would get another boat and just sat down on the beach and patiently and precisely repaired his net. My father took a picture of him and ,with admiration, we keep that photo in an honored place and still remember our old friend's indefatigable spirit.

My grandparent's home was lost in 1969's Camille. At that time, my Aunt Dede lived at the Palmetto Lane house, less than a 100 yards from the water's edge. The storm raged, poured water down until the ground would soak no more, and then pushed water up the beachfront. Aunt Dede grabbed her dog and hopped on the bed when the water rose slowly into the house. She balanced on the headboard when the water covered the bed. She held both her head and the dog's up to the 11 foot ceiling as the water rose and then, just as slowly, receded, sparing her life. My brother and I, just teenagers, climbed over hills of debris to find my Aunt, stuck in the house from water-jammed doors. We got her out and then heard a faint voice. Out back, about thirty feet up in a tree, a man had tied himself to her sycamore tree with his ties and belts. We walked out and asked if he needed help and he asked, "Lady, do you have a cigarette." My aunt laughed and laughed . Until she died a few years ago, she said Camille was the worst storm ever, but would also tell her funny hurricane story.

A few blocks from my grandparent's old home, I renovated a 100 year old house into an office facing the beach. We moved in around October of 2004. I filled it with family memorabilia, including my grandfather's desk and a painting of my father's shipyard after the '47 hurricane. I loved that office, enjoying getting there early, putting the flag out, and spending my first cup of coffee watching the pelicans and skimmers. I have front steps and a driveway today. After the storm I weaved through the debris to check on the office. I was devastated and felt empty and depressed. But, as I walked back, I saw a lady searching through the trash and crying. I asked her if she needed help and she said, " My daughter died two years ago and I just can't find a picture of her." I haven't felt sad for myself since.

I now tell people, Katrina was the worst storm ever, but I also tell them that we, my family and friends and neighbors, have a fearsome ability to rebound. Terrible storms remind us how much we love our family and friends. Terrible storms remind us that when you laugh at adversity, adversity loses. Terrible storms remind us that great tragedy gives one great opportunity for kindness. We, your South Mississippi coastal neighbors, believe in our hearts the old Roman proverb, "If you lose your sails, row."

The Beautiful Side of Somewhere

The Beautiful Side of Somewhere
By The Wallflowers

Tomorrow is gonna make you cry
It's gonna to make you kneel
Before it breaks you from inside
Still pressing on
Arm over arm
Still trying to get both feet back onto the ground
They are harvesting these fields in autumn.
We're different now than when we started

I am ready to wake up
There in the exodus
On the beautiful side of somewhere baby

There on the pavement
Underneath the yellow moon
I think of you
And just how easily we bruise
The folded address in my pocket I have stuffed
Trying to believe for you
That the bottom didn't drop
I am on the platform
Covered with dust
I pray they take the both of us

I am ready to wake up
There in the exodus
On the beautiful side of somewhere baby
I am ready to come down
To see us both somehow
On the beautiful side of somewhere someday

September 28, 2005

Books on Disaster For Kids

FEMA for Kids has a Resources for Parents & Teachers page that recommends age-appropriate reading materials for different age groups on disasters and coping in their aftermath. (And it's also available in Spanish.)

Children's Literature on Floods and Natural Disasters

Reading about floods, understanding what causes floods and talking about natural disasters in general will help children who have experienced a flood to communicate their feelings and fears. Through thoughtful questioning, children can be guided to relate their own experiences to those of the characters in the books. Here are some suggested children's books that can be ordered through interlibrary loan from your local library.

September 26, 2005

The Gulf Will Rise Again

From John Grisham's New York Times op-ed piece:

When William Faulkner accepted the Nobel Prize in 1950, he said, in part: "I believe that man will not merely endure: he will prevail. He is immortal, not because he alone among creatures has an inexhaustible voice, but because he has a soul, a spirit capable of compassion, sacrifice and endurance."

Today, Faulkner would find in his native state a resilient spirit that is amazing to behold. The people here will sacrifice and give and give until one day this storm will be behind them, and they will look back, like their parents and grandparents, and quietly say, "We prevailed."

Andromeda Chained to Her Rock the Great Nebula in Her Heart

Excerpted from Andromeda Chained to Her Rock the Great Nebula in Her Heart
By Kenneth Rexroth

I.

The ache
The heart is never well
The incurable pain
The iron warp of time
The shrinking web of life
The grey unquiet ocean
Under inhabited fog
The roar which always begins
And is never still
Which nothing will ever stop
In the grey
In the white
In the bitter throat
Against the concave wall
The little pile of soiled bones
Nails will never glitter
Brain will never ooze
Gulf will no longer open
O heart
O charred heart
O broken eye

September 25, 2005

Life Changes Fast

Life changes fast.
Life changes in the instant.
You sit down to dinner and life as you know it ends.
The question of self-pity.
~ Joan Didion

Too Blessed to Be Stressed

From Hurricane Katrina - Mississippi Response:

Sunday, an hour or so before church. A constant theme this month has been people telling me that they have a safe family and thanks be to God. As Mrs. Corrina Robinson said, " I'm too blessed to be stressed." Once you realize that your personal loss is not as great as your neighbor's, you are thankful...thankful for your family's health and lives, thankful for your home, and thankful for the kindnessness shown.